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January 1st - January 31st
2026
Only $33
Remember last January?
The resolution you made:
"This year I'm finally going to quit drinking."
You meant it.
You really did.
But here you are again.
Same intention.
Same hope.
Same wine glass in your hand by February.
This year will be different.
Not because you'll try harder or have more willpower.
But because you'll finally understand what's actually happening in your mind - and learn how to interrupt it.
THE TRUTH
You know you're meant for more.
You meditate. You breathe. You've read the spiritual books. You're on a path of awakening.
But as the New Year approaches, you're making the same promise again:
"This time will be different."
Then January 1st arrives.
You wake up hungover.
Again.
The very day you promised yourself a fresh start.
And the cycle continues - the evening wine, the morning regret, the promise to stop, the glass that appears anyway.
"I deserve to relax." "Everyone does this." "Just tonight."
Except it's never just one glass. And it's never just tonight.
Here's what's really happening:
That wine isn't relaxing you. It's a veil - blocking your channel to the divine, dimming your inner knowing, keeping you from hearing your truth.
You're not drinking because something's wrong with you.
You're drinking because there's an unmet need underneath that you haven't learned to see yet.
This 30-day challenge will show you what your mind is doing - not to judge it, but to illuminate it.
Because once you can see the pattern, you can interrupt it.
And 2026 can finally be YOUR year.
THIS IS MY YEAR!
WHAT AWAITS YOU
5 Transformational Live Calls
(60 minutes each)
January 1st, 7th, 14th, 21st, and 28th
10am PST / 1pm EST / 6pm UK
Sacred Shift Rituals
Daily practices to create space, clear your channel, and connect to your Higher Self - tools you can use the moment a craving hits
Sober Goddess Telegram Sisterhood
A judgment-free space for support, connection, and accountability with like-minded women who truly understand your journey
Can't make it live? Replays available by email and in the private Telegram group. (But the live calls are where the magic happens; real-time support, community connection, and the chance to be coached directly.)
Right Now:
You're watching yourself pour that glass from outside your body. Part of you screams "Why again?" while another whispers "You've earned this."
You wake up promising: "Not tonight." But when the moment comes, the same thought appears, and you're right back where you started.
After This 30 Day Challenge:
You'll finally see the invisible. The exact thought before you pour. The pattern running on autopilot. You'll recognize your Higher Self's voice instead of only hearing your survival brain's demands.
You'll have tools that work in the moment, not theory from a book, but practices you can use at 6pm when you're playing the mental tug of war.
You'll know you're not broken.
You're a spiritual woman whose mind got wired to believe alcohol is the answer to an unmet need.
Once you illuminate what's really happening,
everything shifts.
WHAT GETS ILLUMINATED
The Think/Feel/Act Cycle - How your thoughts create feelings that drive you to pour that glass
Higher Self vs. Survival Brain - Which part of you is in the driver's seat - and how to shift it
The Reward Cycle - Why the thought triggers the craving, and how to interrupt it before the action
Your Specific Patterns - The exact thoughts that lead YOU to drink
The Sacred Shift - A practice to create space between urge and action
What You're Really Craving - The unmet desire underneath the wine glass
YOUR GUIDE
I am a sobriety coach and spiritual guide, mother of four, and a woman who found freedom from alcohol after a 25-year struggle.
My relationship with alcohol began in my teens after losing my mother to a mental health crisis. I turned to alcohol to numb the grief and confusion.
So the drinking continued - off and on, through becoming a mother, through holding onto relationships that were not aligned, through the many highs and lows of life.
I come from a long line of heavy drinkers on my father's side. I found yoga and meditation along the way, but I hadn't fully healed. I didn't yet have the tools to truly meet myself.
Today, after over 3 years sober, I don't even think about drinking. I have no desire. I don't count days. I've simply moved on.
I broke the cycle in my family line. And I became a woman who can hold space for every emotion - the shadows, the joy, the ecstasy - without running from any of it.
This work bridges sobriety AND spirituality. You get practical neuroscience tools AND deep soul work.
Because you can't just manifest your way out of drinking patterns.
You must walk through the fire.
I'll be with you every step.
- Bonnie Alina, The Sober Mother Goddess
I'M READYFROM THE SISTERHOOD
What You Need To Know
What if I can't make the live calls?
The biggest transformations occur when you can show up live but all replays will be available in Telegram until the challenge ends.
What if I'm not sure I'm "struggling enough" for this?
If you're asking that question, this is for you. You don't have to hit rock bottom to want something better.
Do I have to quit drinking during the challenge?
This is about understanding your patterns, not forcing yourself to stop. Some women pause; others don't. Either way, you'll gain clarity.
I'M READY TO BREAK THE PATTERNANOTHER YEAR, OR A NEW BEGINNING?
Last New Year's Eve, you promised yourself: "This is the year."
But without the right tools, that promise faded by February.
Now you're here again.
Same hope.
Same doubt.
But this time, you have a choice:
Enter 2026 the same way you entered 2025 - with good intentions but no real plan.
Or enter it with clarity, tools, and a sisterhood who understands.
Your awakening begins January 1st.
Will you be the woman who finally breaks the cycle?
Or the woman who makes the same resolution again next year?
You get to choose.